So today was a pretty good day

Oh how i love thunderstorms! and thats what i got to wake up to.... it was nice!

and there was a huge puddle when i left scc and i had to climb through the back of my car and so did everyone else haha it was so fun!

so then i went to school and roy never opened the gate! so i couldnt park in my spot... schol was pretty good all but when i got the news that chel hasnt got her dress yet... because they lost it! how gay ass is that! im so pissed... shes my date and i want to go with her! so if anyone has a nice cream dress taht they want to let chel borrow it would be nice thanks... after school it was hard to get out of where i parked... tanner, home, computer, BORED!

then my baby called me when he got out of work! and he wanted to hang out so i hurried up and took a shower! then i went over there i've missed him so much! it was very nice hehe i love him more than anything!

so i just got home to watch lost it wasnt a very good one im kinda mad... but now laguna is on so im going to eat something then im off to bed

So im off to erics house pretty soon!



i fell bad for chel she bought a dress and they were going to send it to her and they lost it! and now she might not go! im really pissed... she has to go with me shes my date and were getting each other corsoges (spelling?) im sorry chelly welly i wuv you



i hope things are getting better!?



love you

perfect by nature
icons of self indulgence
just what we all need
more lies about a world that

never was and never will be
have you no shame don't you see me
you know you've got everybody fooled

look here she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you're pretending
but now i know she

never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled

without the mask where will you hide
can't find yourself lost in your lie

i know the truth now
i know who you are
and i don't love you anymore

it never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled

it never was and never will be
you're not real and you can't save me
somehow now you're everybody's fool

So i love you more than anything and you help me through a lot! im very thankful for you... and im glad you will always be there for me!













~love you~

Oh wow so today should be a good day!

it seems like its winter and christmas time weird right im not sure why


going shopping with eric today should be fun... i live him he was so nice last night and adorible!

well i have to finish getting ready so im off


peace

So today wasnt that bad...
-woke up cashed my check! yeah...
-went to the mall thinking i was going to get some new clothes... there was nothing good...
-went home and changed
-went to the boys varsity soccer game... Very fun haha but they lost sorry boys
-then i came home and ate before i had to go to work...
-then i was off to work until 9:30
-after work i ended up at caseys brothers house to watch the taxes/ohio state game... it was pretty fun around 12 i brought eric and casey back to my dads house him and cynthia were having a party here... yea my dad kept telling eric to drink which he did but it was funny...
-then i took eric and casey home
-came back here now im sitting on the computer and my dad just got sick in the bathroom... yucky he drank to much thats why i dont drink!!!
- well i think im off to bed!
i have to go check on my dad....

peace (im kinda scared)

I really dont want to work but i get paid today i also quit my job but my dad and step mom dont know so that will be intersting when it come up!

im going to miss yet another football game tonight... sad i know


tomorrow i also have to work (last day) but before any of that i have to go shopping for some new clothes bright one for the party... i think me and amanda might go and after work off to genna party...

eric will be gone sat and i wont see him on sunday either...

so i dont have class in the mornings on mondays its going to be very nice in deed!

well i thin ki should go eat now... before i have to go to work!

peace

i love my chel baby thats now im my english class and my loud buddy at the asemblys (spelling sorry)




peace

PARENTS ARE GONE UNTIL MONDAY GIVE ME A CALL!

So not that much has been going on i got home from up north with eric on saturday then i went swimming with my family but i wasnt feeling to good so i went home then my mom called me and asked me if i wanted to go to walmart with her and i needed some pictures developed so i went...

so eric went farther up north with kimmel on sat and i came home with his sister and carissa...

sunday i hung out with lauren which was fun talked to eric... then i had to take justin and stu to some girls house then i went home

monday i went swimming at laurens house pretty much everyone was there and ew deff played king of the tube.. but my top kept falling down... me and amanda went on a drive to 7-11 and then to walmart to get her mom a present and we drove by some peoples houses haha then later i went with d to go get her tattoo... that was fun and its really cute after that i went home and got readdy to go bowling! i picked amanda up then we met everyone there of course we were the first ones there and we had to wait for everyone... then after bowling i took amanda home then went to my moms then i talked to eric on the phone after that amanda came over and helped me make ham roll ups then she went home and i went to bed...

now tuesday was fun we had a potluck at laurens house haha very fun everyone brought something but sorry chel you cant leave eggs out in the warmness... haha but everything was good burr cooked hamburges and hotdogs as usual... and we swam it was a pretty fun day we swam at laurens all day then me her and chel went shopping till the mall closed it was fun i didnt get anything though im broke and need a job! so i took those two home then something burned down on center so i couldnt go that way so i followed cars and went though this neighborhood... then my mom wanted me to come get her and my brother cuz they wanted to see what happened and so i did but i also got gas money out of it... then i went home

so everyday this week we pretty much went to laurens to go swimming which is always fun haha like yesterday again but then i left around 5"30 and went shopping with my mom and i bought some sweet shoes but let me tell you a huge bitch works at journey and her name is a nother name for fall! THANKS HAVE A NICE DAY BITCH! then i went home after and sat on the computer... then i went to my moms and eric called me and we talked for a while then i went on the computer again and was texting eric then he called me again and we talked for a littlw bit... then i wet to my room and watched some tv then my brother came in with me after that i went to bed

so today i woke up around 9 and couldnt go back to sleep then i finally did but i would wakee up every 30 mins so finall at 12 i just got up and went and layed in my moms bed with my brother then i went down stairs and made us breakfast then he went to his friends house and i came up here and sat on this computer... then i went to go put my glasses on and i picked them up and one of the sides broke off which now i have to go get them fixed but i cant do it now cuz my brothers not home... ahhhh i miss eric and want him to come home...

now its raining out and no swimming at laurens... sad!

i start school on wed. im scared that i will mess things up and not know what to do... ahhh! iim really scared...



peace

So this week has been pretty boring nothing really new has happened

Monday i chelsea picked me up at like 11 and we went to turn in our job applications to like -claires -bath and boby works -quiznoes -barnes and noble -tj max and i thin kthat was it so we did that then we did a little shopping to it waspretty fun then i didnt feel very well so i had her bring me home later that night eric called me and asked if i want to go bowling so me eric d kristen kimmel joel and carissa all went bowling it was pretty fun we got the bumpers... i didnt do very well with those things i rather not use them haha... then i went home after

tuesday i dont really remeber i know i did a lot of cleaning for my sisters graduation party... then i stayed home the rest of the night doing nothing that was pretty much tuesday

wed i spent the whole day with my love chelsea i picked her up around 1 and we did a little more shopping haha oh chelsea that was fun then we did some driving then we came back to my house and dyed our hair hers is brown and well mine is pretty much black... yea oops didnt thin kit would be that dark! so after that we were really hungry mind you this is like 7:30 at night so we got readdy to go out t eat and we went to olive garden and i invited my mom to go with us she was happy and i let her drive my car haha she loves it... then we came back to my haouse after then put on our pj's and sat here for a while then we desided we didnt want to sit around so we went driving again all over town though we had our heart to hearts like always haha then we called lauren to see what she was doing and we wanted to show her our hair and she was at justin g. house so we stopped over there and she came out to the car... and we showed here then we left and wanted to go rent movies but we didnt have an account anywhere haha and no money so we did a little more driving then we just went back to my house then we watched the simple life all night and i couldnt go to sleep then d called me at like 1:30 but im not going to talk about that then i finally fell asleep at like 2:20

then today my brother woke me up this morning at like 9 asking if he could stay home with me from soccer camp which my sister takes him and i said yes then i was trying to go back to sleep then chelsea woke me up and said that lauren was coming to get her i was like ok but i didnt really hear what she had to say haha sorry chel then eric called me at like (:30 and asked me to pick him up from work to go out to lunch thats what i desided i wasnt going to fall back asleep so i got up ate took a shower then dropped my brother off at soccer camp with my sister (she was working it) then i went home got ready and picked eric up.. we had taco bell for lunch it was pretty good... then i tok him back to work and came home and sat on the computer for a few hours then i called b and then went and visited her for a half an hour then came home and this is what ive been doing for the past couple hours then eric just caled me and told me that hes been working and hes going to eat take a sower then i can go over tere so thats pretty much what my nights going to be

erics leaving to go up north tomorrow... ill miss him

i want to go to grand rapids to visit madie i mis her and i want to go down there with kelsey if i can ever get a hold of her haha

my sisters grad party is sat you should come... ill be bored with family come visit me...

ok well im out going to go pee and get something to eat



peace!